My sad love story

So it has been a while since i posted and i have decided the time is right because i have 'feelings' .So of late i have been feeling lonely or 'unloved'. Before i joined university i had this perfect plan where i would fully concentrate on my studies for the first 3 years, and have no distraction :D.
Truthfully it was so until i met someone three weeks into my freshman year. Our relationship blossomed and we fell in love...crazy sexy love!! All i thought about, all i dreamt about. Everything was perfect and i had no complaints, it was genuine and the love was real! the other details were also good, the right moods and optimum happiness was acquired. We even had our song Ellie Goulding's LIGHTS and then after a year the holidays came and just us our love blossomed it started to dwindle and fizzle out. We fell out of love as they say. Then came the bitterness, and the sweet reminders and the escapades...
i can genuinely say this was my first true love and it was probably my worst ending.
Then after that i met someone else, well technically they found me and after a really long period of time we met up and something blossomed...a love that was sincere and very intense intellectually. It went for some time and before we knew it we were growing out of love and the cycle began again. this time i was a bit prepared but the effect was still felt, and the worst part of it is that everytime our song plays on my playlist i feel it rushing through my veins a rush of blood and then a rush of saddness and a tad of torment. My own concortion of my sad love story.