BEST SONGS IN MY LIFE

So we had all these awards and new singles coming up and my love for music has just changed , rather it has modified. I am very accommodative to different genres and different artistes. These was evident when i started liking Papaoutai by Stromae.

Anyway my favorites are:
1) Beg for it by Iggy Azalea

2) 36 by Redlight ft Lotti
3) Don't tell 'em by Jeremih
4) Girls by Kid Cudi ft Too Short
5) Holding Onto Heaven by Foxes
6) All my Love by Ariana Grande
7) You (HA HA HA) by Charli XCX ( i personally like the Goldroom remix)
8) I dont fuck with you by Big Sean ft E-40
9) Barcelona by Kazaky
10) Papaoutai by Stromae


As i try and you tube and Google how to get a music player on this website, i will entice you with the cover arts and a yotube link to Charli XCX You.

DECEMBER 1

So today is the 1st day of December 2014. and its a new chapter in the last year of 2014. as tacky as that sounds it is the truth. my year has been filled with so many unpredictable and amazing things. Well its about time that i need to make some changes and important decisions that will rule my life at least for this phase that i am going through,
I just turned 21.
Yasssss.
21 i don't even know what that means, well i do but i don't. Because in some states, that just makes me legal to drink or legal to party in some clubs. its just gives me more responsibilities in a different setting. Some would have me pay for my own rent or get a wife, i just do not even know about this life anymore.
For me 21 is just an opportunity to be strong in my voice and in my opinion towards certain matters. It gives me a certain voice that i might not have had in my previous years.
It calls me get into a serious phase, and serious relationships. Which reminds me , we always complain and say that we are happy to let go of people in our lives and what if we are the ones that are let go off, how would you feel.
Anyway i am just a ranter and raver about the various things that happen in my life.



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STYLE SERIES

since it has been really cold in Nairobi . It gets tricky to find something to wear. anyway i threw on a hand knit woolen scarf and a black vest, denim jacket and grey sweatpants and no one goes wrong with denim rubber sneakers.

Denim Jacket: Levi Jeans
Vest: ASOS
Sweatpants: ASOS
Sneakers: Vans

 

END OF THE WEEK, END OF SOME OTHER THINGS

So it's Fridayyyy, a lot of TGIFs and other fiascos. This is my last Friday as a 20 year old. Yeah next week, this boy turns 21... yasssss!!!!
I can't wait, my loins are bursting with excitement. (probably the worst expression). Anyway i dont even have a clue on what I will do, but I always wanted it to be a big affair because it is. This is like a whole new age bracket. Anyway i bet a plan will come up, the people around me are very resourceful and there is always Google which might lead me to New Stanley Hotel for Chinese.
So this week in a nutshell.
I got to bump into an old friend at my barber shop and things turned fishy with a late night texting scenario last night, but that's a whole post on its own.
It has also been raining on and off since Monday, being Nairobi and since we are smack in the middle of the Equator the weather is practically bipolar because one minute it's raining and in the next five its literally sunny.
then I have been home alone since Saturday and no there have been no parties or sleepovers, only lots of fries and soda and icecream.
My highlight of the week though is discovering a passion for Ariana Grande and her talent through her single off the Mocking Jay series soundtrack, All My Love. [ I shall post a link later]
apart from that also spending time with my friends 😊😊😊

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Wednesday

so I practically the best procrastinator in the blogging industry. 
Anyway this is probably the worst way to start a post,  with a weird title altogether. 
so a tell all about my life currently. 
we have midsemester exams in school and I am in no way prepared for one of my monster papers INTERNATIONAL LAW!! which sounds as scary as it is in bold.  Anyway it's my first paper today so I am hoping that it will be AWESOMEEEE since I will binge read for it for the next 5 hours. 
then I have a whole relationship mental breakdown fiasco... where I don't really know what path I am meant to take or if indeed I am meant to take that path... plain confusion. 
then I have 'work' internship situations of life and death,  where I am practically working and doing over 1000 things at the same time and my employer employee relations can be said to be strained due to one to many misunderstandings and poor judgements, I am in no way going to say from what side. 
what else is happening, oh yeah my AIESEC conference is just a few weeks away and we are still experiencing major major assess of problems. 
positives is that my relationships yes relationships are good thus far...
more deets later..

THE SAM SMITH IN MY LIFE

the title of this post is mostly because Sam Smith is such an amazing person and his voice has a soul and spirit of its own.  he is basically an epitome of what love sounds like... at least sad love. My favourite track is Make it to me which I play almost every night before I slowly disappear into my world of dreams and fantasies.
the reason why I say this is because I feel that I have found love and love has found me... well I hope against all hope that it has. so far the world has accepted this fact.
I am so afraid of messing it up or being the one that breaks it because i wouldn't want to be the next person who finishes someone's heart... like am afraid to break it. 
Anyway love is secretive and fresh,  new and exciting,  as much as I want to explore and experience it,  my instinct prevents me from doing so. 
This will be a cherished one and different one.
against the odds
and especially because Make it to me is more than a song.

STYLE SERIES

So i decided to start and try new things , inspired by a very close friend of mine Gloria , whose blog is amazing ,because she has this retro thing going on. Anyway, she advised me to do a Style Series which according to me is a bunch of shots of me. I think its cool and it's a way of expressing myself. So this is my first


 STYLE SERIES: LONER IN COLOR 

 

 


green skinny jeans: ASOS
green and yellow sneaker rubbers: 725 Shoes
hoodie: Henleys
mirror sunglasses: RayBan
black tshirt: Nike